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Thursday, July 15, 2010

when lyrics are words never said.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love
The way you lie, I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe, I can't breathe
But I still fight, While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me, She fucking hates me
And I love it, wait, where you going
I'm leaving you, no you ain't, come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane, cause when it's going good, It's going great
I'm Superman, with the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane, but when it's bad
It's awful, I feel so ashamed, I snap
Who's that dude, I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them, you meet, and neither one of you, even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah them chills, used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em, you swore you've never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face, spewing venom
And these words, when you spit 'em, you push
Pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em, throw 'em down
Pin 'em, so lost in the moments
When you're in 'em, it's the rage that took over
It controls you both, so they say it's best to go your separate ways
guess that they don't know ya
Cause today, that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records, playin' over
But you promised her next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance, life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again, now you get to watch her leave
Out the window, guess that's why they call it window pane

Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love, you're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the dry wall
Next time, there will be no next time
I apologize even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games, I just want her back
I know I'm a liar, if she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed and set the house on fire

i thought this song has a nice contrast and melody.

Been reading up some books lately to fill up spaces of thoughts, trying to connect back to what i was some time ago before all these work-life thing i have now. Some lines which struck me, for i am still looking, to understand it better.

'What is Love? As far as I can tell, it is a passion, admiration and respect. If you have two, you have enough. If you have all three, you don't have to die to go to heaven'- William Wharton